I hate when I do this. Where I stop blogging for a couple of days just because. I mean I spend hours trying to come up with a valid excuse a reason why it is okay. And I realize that there is none. It is just simply that I have nothing to say, but anyone who knows me knows that I always have something to say, so that’s a lie. I have just not been inspired and I guess there goes the excuse I have been trying to look for.

In reality I really hate excuses so I am not going to make any so ignore the one I semi just made. I just haven’t written anything since my last poem and that is it point blank.

Imagine how much better the world would be if people just said what was on their minds. No need to scramble around different scenarios and replay your last meeting to try to make up what the other person might be thinking about like pieces to a puzzle. They would just tell you. People would not be as sensitive either because they would learn to have thick skin listening to everyone’s opinion of them.

You see, people have such low self esteem not because people are mean but because they are too sensitive. If people were built with thicker skin it would not be as easy to bring them down. Not saying that people with self esteem are wrong, of course not. I feel that way sometimes too where I think the whole world is against me and I am worthless but meeting me in person you wouldn’t think that. I come off as ambitious and confident but I am not all the time. If we lived in a different world, in a different society, simple words would not matter so much. Negative comments would be easy to brush off, but we do not.

So in this world people learn to reflect on negativity and not on any positives just because it is easier. We learn to bring people down instead of trying to pick them back up. But we must all remember despite what you are doing, good or bad, people are always going to talk. If we focus on that we never will feel good enough.