I Have Thought About it Too

I know you’ve thought about suicide

You suffer looking at yourself in the mirror

Staring at every gut thinking about cake, rice, and ice cream

Thinking how she could ever stay so long with a hairy chested man like you

Or how that beautiful little girl with her brown eyes looking straight up at her hero could ever be yours

You never thought that such an ugly person could make something so beautiful

I know you have thought about suicide

I could see it every time you ask me if I am okay

I ask in return and you get mad when I could hear that you aren’t

I know you’ve thought about suicide

Because we grew up in the same household and I’ve thought about it too

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