That Feeling

 Ever gotten something and felt like you deserve it but still dont feel good enough. Thats how I felt today. I knew what I would be upset if I didnt get it but after getting it I knew I had to work harder, but how can I work harder when the person who is suppose to help me has to help 3 thousand other people. But I will find a way, I will get better,  I will get the position I want….someday